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…and I feel my whole world’s closing in on me. (Taken with instagram)
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: Patience and trust is what it takes...to answer your question.
I’ll leave the name out of who made this comment to me, but for lack of a better word it definitely stuck in my head and needs to be addressed.
“So, did you sell out already? You’re not doing many hardcore shows these days…”
All in all, I can see where this person may be coming from with an…
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Nowhere but up. If I fall, I’ll catch myself.
You know, life sure has a funny way of reminding you that nothing is certain and anything can change in the blink of an eye.
It’s exactly unknown how busy I am, but I always make time for whoever I can, whenever I can. I’ve been able to put my chess pieces in line so that I don’t have to punch in and out every day for work or sit at a desk in a cubicle. I’m ok with this. What I lack in workplace structure in my life, it’s made up for by copious amounts of freedom. This is the way I like things to be.
I’m busy. I work for multiple people and do multiple jobs. Most of my work is done online and on my phone. Because of this, people have begun holding it against me that ‘my whole life is online’ or I’d ‘die without the internet’…well when you make enough money to live off of doing solely web-based work, of course I’m going to be online a lot and it shows.
Plus, with 1787 Collective, Stereokiller.com, BoneYard, Providence, Crimson, Lexicon and possibly some MORE coming soon…their presences have flourished online and I like to think I’ve had a part of it. SO WHAT if I’m on the internet a lot? How can people hold something like that against someone when it pays their bills? It’s a silly argument made out of ignorance and selfishness, plain and simple.
Obviously, things have changed in my life recently and I’ve been in a big ‘reflective/reminiscent’ spot in my life about who I am, where I’m going, where I will be in the future. It seems like something will always fall apart no matter how hard I try or how much I give. Do I give up easy? No. Anyone who says that doesn’t really know me.
I’ve always been about give, give, give. Help everyone else first and if I have a shred of energy left, maybe I’ll help myself for once. I think it’s time to finally be selfish for myself, for once in my life. Instead of looking, searching and pining…maybe just relaxing, having fun for myself and seeing what fate puts in my lap will bring.
As I close in on 30, I can honestly say that I’ve had amazing highs and devastating lows. How we recover from those lose is what makes us who we truly are. It’s time to have fun with my friends, enjoy the summer of 2012 to the fullest and whatever happens…happens.
Live in the moment. Moving on to the next chapter.
Letting go.
Hatred will consume you. Get past the bullshit, get over the drama. Don’t hold onto grudges because they will just consume you. If no one was injured or killed, everything can heal in time. Those that don’t believe in this are the ones that perpetuate hatred in plain sight or behind closed doors, causing a slow, cancer-like spread of unhappiness.
Nothing is worth making other people miserable over forever. Speak your mind, be open, teach someone a lesson if need be…but then move on. Otherwise you’re no better than the rest of the tyrants and villains on this little blue dot.
Everything gets better.
Much to my surprise, I’m only human.
As much as we like to think we are all invincibly awesome and untouchable, unstoppable, unfuckwithable and so on…it’s surprising how quickly we can get taken down my something close to us.
One can only take so much weight before they crack, or the ground cracks beneath them. What can you do, besides your best?
Nothing. No one is better than their best.
broken
Street Ninja Justice.
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